Hobo Shoes and V - Necks

Nothing.

2010-12-03T22:27:00.002+08:00

one day he hopes she'll realize

nothing else matters, like how it does now

trust and belief, hope and faith

we search for that special one
that one he found

everyday, he wakes up

knowing what he has;

of luck, gratitude and love

as tomorrow may not come

spend each day carefully

cherish what you have

and if times do fall hard,

knowing it can be tough

he hopes some day she'll realize

that else nothing matters

but ♥.

2010-11-18T16:23:00.001+08:00

I love life.

esp when youtube myspace and

i'll google your yahoo. (;

it would mean the world if i could just hear ur voice.

2010-09-09T14:59:00.001+08:00

I need you.

2010-09-09T13:46:00.000+08:00

So when you say forever,
Can't you see you've already captured me.

together forever.

hoho

2010-06-16T20:35:00.002+08:00

its been a hairy amount of time since i actually used this

and got random ppl reading this i realised

ohwels.

go away andreas ><

2010-04-05T12:23:00.001+08:00

and yes. i miss you too. alot.

friends.

2010-03-29T20:18:00.000+08:00

i think maybe going back to blogging is the way to go.
since my time here in aus is gonna be a long one.

dunno how long exactly but its been a while since i last blogged.
kinda hard to check so many things whilst using crappy internet here.

but gah anything goes. better than nothing.

..feed the johnson..
thanks la you guys. really awesome of yall.

really.

dunno how else to say it. but wow. thanks alot.

-

" New York (Saint in the City) - The Academy Is..."

-PAUSE-

2010-02-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

amazed how people still read my blog. not saying it as if they are interested in my life or anything.
or that my blog/life is anywhat intersting to read about...

which brings me to smt i had been thinking about... why do we care what other ppl blog about?
or actually, in reverse, why do we think people care what we blog about?
this post is somewhat ironic. but ya. i dont write these things cos i want people
to know my life.
i write it cos i just do.

however others write as if they need to tell the whole world smt.
I NEED TO MAKE A STATEMENT that kind.
why should be bothered with what other people think when we should be thinking
about the things that bothers us, and how to make it not. if that makes sense -quote
well i guess there are lots of different ppl in the world, guess we cant really
do anything to change them. maybe just learn to accept things given to us.
this is not an emo blog post. but it might be a blog post that doesnt makes sense.
it really doesnt make sense.

anyways i dont think i'll be blogging for a while. no need to. lifes not anywhat interesting anyways.
eg: today i saw a cat. and a cat saw me.
dot dot dot.
.
why read blogs when can just talk to the person.
im not asking anyone to go talk to me.
im just saying.

-

"Faster Ride - Cartel"

distanceD.

2010-01-27T23:51:00.001+08:00

wohoho and i have no idea when i last even went on blogger

wow time flies

okay not really. but

gah.

this is why

i

barely

blog

these

days.

fullstop.

-

"Days Like Masquerades - The Academy Is..."

-

i swear william bekett has the coolest job in the world ><

jealousjealousjealousjealousjealousjealousjealousjealousjealousjealous
jealousjealousjealousjealousjealousjealousjealousjealousjealousjealous

sometimes.. we think. about. life. well at least i do. but only sometimes.

2010-01-17T00:47:00.002+08:00

"I wish I could make sense of what we do
Burning down the capitals
The wisest of the animals

Who are you? What are you living for?
Tooth for tooth, maybe we'll go one more

This life is lived in perfect symmetry
What I do, that will be done to me".................

"Spineless dreamers hide in churches
Pieces of pieces of rush hour buses
I dream in emails, worn-out phrases
Smile after smile of just empty pages"

--

"Perfect Symmetry - Keane"

i hear you calling out my name, all of the elements will fade

2010-01-14T13:57:00.001+08:00

lol i've tried dunno how many times to try and type up something...

but it sounds so stupid when i re-read it.

so ya. this is a post about nothing.

but does it mean nothing in actual fact?

--

"Only You - Cartel"

country road please take me home HAHA

2009-12-30T20:21:00.000+08:00

dammit i dont like the time difference.

its not fun at all. well okay i dont mind. wait. no. uhmm yes i do mind.

theres so much things you can do in 3 hrs. i wake up at 9 and then its only 6 am in sgp. sighzz.

ohwels. life isnt always a bed of roses.

-

went to a place called cradle mountain. my gosh is it beautiful.

the pictures i took look amazing.. (trying to be humble) BUT ONLY BECAUSE my camera was really cool.

it only works well during day times. haha. at least its not full of shit.

well ya.

a few more days in tasmania and only 2 more days till 2010.

wow time flies.

-

"The Outside - Jonathan Chan"

SUNBERRRN.

2009-12-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

heh its been roughly around a week alrdy. in tas atm. i like the weather here.

but i just wish i was in singapore alrdy. or maybe not.

i think i just hate the feeling of being disconnected.

its not right.

everything seems to have died down for me ever since childaid.

no more email notifications.. well not much anyways. its interesting to see how powerful time can just be.

--

haha kenricks like watching some documentary about an octopus girl wth. sad la.

anyways.. im not thinking so well at the moment.

guess its my turn to pms.

hate the feeling of frustration.

also the feeling of uncertainty of what is wil happen in the future.

how i wish that i could bottle up my memories and watch them over and over again,

childish dreams.

--

"Love Brings Us Through - Exdee"

stupid sydney. i miss singapore alrdy.

2009-12-23T14:47:00.001+08:00

im sitting in an internet cafe atm. its 5.41 in sydney.

theres bloody no one online since singapore is 3 hrs later.

gah i hate the time difference.

well i dont even have internet at home. gonna try and ask the neighbours if i can borrow theirs.

seduce them with money. heh usually works. :/

--

in a few days i'll be going over to tas. meeting kenrick and them. so ya.

guess after that it'll be two weeks late night movies by myself on my comp.

hmm.

--

sighz continue this post later. fark.

--

okay continuing... zomg theres this guy watching some AHEM behind me.

wtf. dirty creep. i see his hand is moving too. fark.

SYDNEY IS JUST WRONG OKAY.

hes multi-tasking too. notti stuff and SOCCER MANAGER?

WTF.

?!

--

"Feeling Good - Michael Buble"

--

oh shit the song has nothing to do with the topic about the above.

IM NOT FEELING GOOD GODDAMIT.

--

of hairy people and barbie dolls.

2009-12-22T02:38:00.001+08:00

hoho 1am and i was doing my bedsheets.

sighzz.

haha going to aus tomoro still havent packed anything. omg.

woo child aid - what an interesting experience. nonetheless really fun.

besides there being a few hairy people. ohwels.

im gonna miss childaid actually.

lol i rmbr the first day of concerts. fark.

sitting by myself and the one next to me still do not even say a proper hi to me.

gg alrdy.

people change fast. guess thats a good thing.

or not.

--

haha was sitting next to alan during schindler's list.

i runny nose and he think i was crying.

davin, you make me cry. D:

okay nvm. haha.

--

heh why not post up a childaid song just for kicks. ><

hmm actually never mind. save face HAHA.

--

"High - James Blunt"

dont act cute. cos your not.

2009-12-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

"You stand a little to tall, say a little to much
Gonna bite that know it all tongue
You tried a little to hard now I’m calling that bluff
Big plans are coming undone"

--

"Keep the Change, You Filthy Animal - All Time Low"

THE DIRTIEST BEACH BALL IN THE WORLD. ._.

2009-12-12T01:17:00.001+08:00

just put my retainer on for my teeth. amazing how just one night.. they can move so fast.

haha. went biking last night with the two idiots.

but i srsly think im retarded. i have the worst sense of direction.

but ya.

WE GOT THERE LATE ( store was closed) AND THEN BOOMZ.

DEPRESSION HIT US LIKE HOW DANIEL HIT HW IN THE BALLS.

so then we agreed to anyhow walk in a general direction.. until i realised i had two fold-able bikes at home.

DONT UNDERSTIMATE FOLDER-ABLE BIKES. haha ><

got the third bike off glen.

now my ass hurts.

--

spent like an hr trying to get out of serangoon.

should have seen lim haowei's mee goreng face.

he was gonna kill me i swear.

>< pai seh.

--

the other hrs on the way to flyer was spent either swearing, being silent or shitting ourselves from that fucking dog.

ITS NOT TAYLOR LAUTNER I TELL YOU.

ITS A REAL DOG.

D: <

--

i looked at the map we bought.. and it seems we went quite a distance.

even could have reached ecp and bukit timah. but we ended up around the areas of geylang and kallang.

++

woohoo some cheeko taxi driver. wtf. and then that dog. fark.

--

OH BTW. WTF I STILL HAVE THAT WHITE BEACH BALL IN MY ROOM.

(i washed it in the shower. it juiced out brown water)

HAND DELIVERED FROM ESPLANADE.

and its inflated ._.

someone wrote 'i love singapore, it is the best' on it.

IM PRETTY SURE THEY DONT AGREE WITH IT ANYMORE.

--

anyways..

from nothing to something.

amazing day.

7am bedtimes. fantastic.

pray to allah i dont get brain tumor ><

--

"The Kill - 30 Seconds to Mars"

i hate hate hate hate.

2009-12-09T00:51:00.001+08:00

fark. im srsly gonna be emo-ing for 3 weeks straight when i go to aus.

i told my parents i dun wan to go at the beginning of last yr's trip when we first touched down sydney airport.

and now.. im going back again.

next yr. when im 18. i swear, mum.. too bad.

--

i srsly think my aus trip has distracted me alot from studies.

just thinking about going there now, alrdy i wanna T_T

--

i still got another 2-3 weeks here. and im bloody emo.

heh cant wait to actually go there. (sarcasm)

one week in tas with kavan, kenrick and perzella.

but holey shit the two other weeks

with no farking internet. (i hope not. im gonna thief someone's)

and no proper bed.

no aircon.

NO KITCHEN.

NO FRIDGE.

NO FOOD.

- and i thought i was a grateful kid.

no thanks for this moment.

--

two weeks. of pure sian jit pua.

i had a plan to run away from my parents.. when we got to the airport.

LOL.

i think i may have to resort to that.

--

hoho i could just imagine my parents' face.

--

lol but surely, my plan this thurs night..

too bad mum

;)

im an evil child.

hoho.

--

i better at least be allowed to enjoy my time here.

>.<

--

"Sick Little Games - All Time Low"

B1, are u thinking what im thinking?

2009-12-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

I am bastard.
I am bastard.
I am bastard.
I am bastard.
I am bastard.
I am bastard.
I am bastard.
I am bastard.
I am bastard.
I am bastard.

><

--

Runaway Train - Jamie Scott & The Town

Of Luck and Gratitude..

2009-12-02T01:35:00.001+08:00

lol last time i cried was probably last year.

in aus.

woohooo im going back there for holidays again.

its srsly farking boring. waste of time. and money.

i swear im bringing my comp AND MY GUITAR.

i dont care if they say im oversized baggage for my guitar.

lol. oh i and i gotta bring books to study.

life is fantastic.

--

YO concert in a few days

im quite looking forward to it.

besides the fact we're playing infront of an almost empty audience.

heh. ohwels.

dunno whether to stay on. sigh.

MY ACADEMICS ARE A JOKE.

and i said i cared about my HSC.

gotta work work work.

lol.

well its about 1.30 AM and i have school tomoro. and then rehearsal in the afternoon.

long day for such short amounts of sleep.

but im asking for it.

idiot la me.

funny, my dad's trying to catch me using the comp now.

--

Hope the concert will be fun.

I really am gonna miss YO, if i do leave.

or when i do leave.

sigh.

haha just realised the only ppl i really can relate to, are from YO.

if i hadnt have joined it... i swear, i'll be some suicidal kid.

im therefore really grateful for having joined YO.

i guess im quite lucky.

gotta treasure the moments manzxzx.

--

"Switch On, Switch Off - Jonathan Chan"

(>.<)

2009-11-29T01:14:00.000+08:00

oh my not funny.

i registered my sibelius with a fake name

now it looks plain stupid.

noooo im so stupid. D:

--

thanks anyways daphne

XIE XIE. lol

--

"Just Because - Raygun"

srsly

2009-11-27T16:29:00.004+08:00

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0111010001101111
011001000110100101100101
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im stuck.

2009-11-27T00:04:00.001+08:00

fucking hell.

holey smoke O:

2009-11-23T22:51:00.000+08:00

i think i nearly poo-ed my pants when my windows crashed.

somemore my mozilla didnt even load any pages.

fark.

i think i would cry if my comp didnt work.

maybe i have too many antivirus programme shit on it.

D:

somehow, my comp is lagging.

doesnt make sense.

--

lol i found this quite funny:

"the posters of mas selamat got me thinkin...y dunt he just like, own up or something?? he is like stressing every1 out and makin the police search high and low for him...mr mas selamat, if u are reading this, take my advice... own up."

i like reading blogs (:

--

"Digging Your Own Demise - Exdee"

how hypocritical.

2009-11-23T00:07:00.000+08:00

wohoho i think i've spent more time doing nothing.

than doing anything at all.

OMG.

--

lol dunno why, but i found the time to cook today.

heh. havent done such a thing in a looong looong time.

--

my econs assesment is due this tuesday.

and i still havent written a draft.

and its hsc year also.

oh my tian.

--

lol havent seen anything absolutely interesting these days.

besides the fact that change is still inevitable but amazingly interesting. hoho.

--

its midnight and yet i havent been bothered to get ready for bed.

somemore, i have violin lesson at 7.30 tomoro.

long day tomoro.

Fark.

--

lol i have a stalker on my blog. hoho

and i know who it is ;)

HAHA.

jk jk

--

"Got a Habit Now - Val Emmich"

ipod credit card

2009-11-22T01:40:00.001+08:00

omg the glazunov is still stuck in my head.

its not funny.

lol i THINK i am excited for the concert tho.

--

tried practicing when i got home.

realised my bow is bloody dirty.

no sound.

no wonder hw thought i was faking the whole time

sigh

--

wtf is this
this is wtf

--

"Spiralling - Keane"

the white box of school

2009-11-17T17:43:00.000+08:00

I usually spend most of my time, when at school listening to music.

I dont socialise with school people.

However... i do notice things

Its quite amazing, really, to see how people change so much.

Or how we pretend to be someone else, just to get attention.

We all need attention at some point of time.

But how desperate are we for it?

Its sad, really, how people force themselves to do things in order to fit in.

I personally, enjoy being by myself at school.

Strange.. how people dont like me when they dont even talk to me.

Im sure not everyone in school, or yr12 is like that.

Just amazes me how some people will go so low in order to fit in.

Its easy to lie and pretend to be someone we're not

But in the end, we're only lying to ourselves.

"Embers and Envelopes - Mae"

BABEH COME TO PAPA COME

2009-11-14T02:13:00.002+08:00

--

haowei says:
*i was walking out
*then was singing falsetto to kelly clarkson or smth
*until i realise the maid behind me was giggling
*fucker

--

"Secret Valentine - We the Kings"

a fact a day keeps daniel away. right....

2009-11-08T01:00:00.002+08:00

i think i have heard the eff word too many times.

ajisen ramen will agree with me.

--

being THE JOKE is not funny.

well not most of the time. haha.

but still. anything la.

--

i think i am gonna be broke for a while.

i spent my whole past two week's savings on a meal.

ONE BLOODY KEELOO OF RAMEN.

of pimples and volcano sauce.

fantastic.

--

hw: stop harrassing my kid. and stop fucking calling me back.

--

this post is damn stupid. ><

--

"Summer Hair=Forever Young - The Academy Is..."

And still, we want to live the lives of those we admire..

2009-11-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

I've never ran around my home so fast ever in my life

I woke up at 815. And school starts at 825.

Great.

Well at least it got the blood pumping.

If i keep practicing, i sure can make it into the pit stops for f1.

Or maybe i should start using my alarm clock.

--

Its hard to remember what it was like.

And how it was suppose to be for the future.

I guess things dont turn out the way its planned.

--

We want to live the lives of others.

Or maybe thats just me.

So who's there to run to,

When there's no one around...

--

"Therapy - All Time Low"

APOCALYPTIC WEATHER. OMG.

2009-10-31T00:49:00.003+08:00

Been listening to abit of Val Emmich lately.

My god that guy has got some fantastic stuff.

Although he is abit too light.

Or maybe im abit too emo for it. Heh

But still, interesting, as always

Another week has past, but what have i achieved.

Neh.

Studying on a friday night is somewhat depressing, and depressing.

Im depressed.

Locus and Parabola. Help me anyone? hoho

"Too Far - Val Emmich"

Its Only $5

2009-10-29T23:38:00.003+08:00

Im in the dark at the moment. Typing this up. Ive shared this story before, by mouth to some people.

But i figured i want to share it with whoever does read my blog.

Thank you for those who do bother to even load my page up. Hoho.

Yea so anyways.. it was quite awhile ago, this incident.

But i will forever remember this.

0-- So here it goes:

It was around end of yr 10. me and ger ger ger greg were deployed at cinelesuire for our work experience/ barista course.

So yea we worked for a week in the bloody shit hole TENT sweating our asses just from standing and waiting. ITS A TENT WITH FANS. bloody hell.

(lol this part is ironic to the next)

Okay after work, we went to watch a movie. but that wasnt the important part.

we decide to go for dinner before we headed home. So greg being greg, decides we eat at macdonalds.

We both ordered value meals etc. but what really hit me was that our own seperate meals we had that night,

had also been the same meal for a family of 8.

Yep. A double cheeseburger meal was meant to feed a family of 8.

wife and husband,an aunty, 5 kids.

- It was harsh. Seeing them share the chips around, the father eating the bread bun, while he let his son have the meat patty.

I nearly teared.

And i think i am now.

--

Ever since this incident. I really have realised how much things i've taken for granted and how lucky i really am.

Just the thought of a TWO DOLLAR double cheeseburger, being shared by 8 different people just gutted me.

I had, that night, in my hands, a meal i didnt even enjoy. and next to me, was..

Well i hope i have made my point.

--

To be honest: Im glad i had encountered such a thing.

Rather than to be stuck in my little hole and not having seen any of the real world.

I guess this life is tough.

--

There will be no music accompanying this post.

--

And btw, if im not mistaken.. me and greg ate in silence for the rest of the time.

--

well at least i did.

Huawerakjdfawiuefenaiewofjewfawef.

2009-10-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

So yea its been a long long long long long time since i last posted.

I think.

Gah im so tired at this moment.

Year twelve is like ?!

Lol. Its good to be going back to YO, especially after such a long period of exams.

My GOD i cannot believe i wasted two weeks and didnt do anything. Fark.

Indo was quite fun tho. Went to manga dua and got some nice fake stuff.

I like fake stuff. (:

---

I spend most of my lunches at school listening to music.

People call me weird but i just like listening to music.

Still havent found the right frame of mind lately.

Too tired i think.

Mum's getting pissed that im still continuing violin lessons for like $120 when i barely even practice 1 hr each week.

Im too busy i think.

I need to do well in year 12. Man, kenrick is so inspiring. LOL.

But yea. 4unit maths. Wow.

I can barely even do 2 units.

---

I think i shall become a nerd or something.

Dunno why im emo? But i am.

I SHOULD NOT BE! I LIKE MY LIFE.

Yet it still doesnt feel right.

Omg im writing so much.

Compensation for my lack of posts prior to this.

---

Im too lazy to update my blog's music ipod thingy.

Gah so much things to do.

Ironically, and hypocritcally, i am blogging.

But i like it. So yea.

---

"Hello Brooklyn - All Time Low"

---

Oh btw, im in love with All Time Low.

Oh.
Em.
Gee.

Why must it be like this?

2009-10-15T01:27:00.000+08:00

Spent like 5 days trying to figure out how to reformat my blog.

Wth. And then i realised i deleted everything but the posts.

-.-

---

Been riding arnd lately. Got too much time on my hands.

I feel like im in a familar position.

Im stuck.

---

Going to indo like on fri. As said before.. i think. :/

Ah i guess it'll be better there for a while, cos here has nothing to do.

?!

Nostalgia is painful.

Days are cold.

---

"Damned If I Do Ya (Damned If I Don't) - All Time Low"

Shiet.

2009-10-12T18:25:00.002+08:00

OMFG.

2009-10-10T01:14:00.001+08:00

AHHHH. I wasted my whole day today. Cannot get over it.

I WOKE UP AT LIKE MOTHER HAIRY FIVE PEEEEAAAA EMMM.

IN
THE
AFTERNOON!!!

D: <

Mum got quite pissed somemore. Shiet.

---

Okay tomoro i swear i go do some work at least.

I feeel too guily. Gah.

---

Anyways..

I feel like i am a plate of mixed rice from the local foodcourt uncle.

-.-

Which means pretty unsatisfied.

Not that its bad, but it can be alot better.

---

I like chinese mixed rice tho.

Heh.

---

"Angels - Vertical Rush"

GOOGLE: Munny Wielendberg.

2009-10-09T00:52:00.004+08:00

I feel damn _I_

Like srsly, wth.

Ah.

I stayed at home all day today.

Mother cheesepie.

Its not fun.

Really.

---

Unmotivated...

Underused...

Unnoticed.

Guess that's how it is.

---

"Weightless - All Time Low"

RUN BABY RUN!!!!

2009-10-07T01:20:00.001+08:00

I think i have achieved something today. Heh.

I FREAKEN SPENT THE WHOLE DAY TRYING TO RID A VIRUS.

And i just scanned and apparently it has gone away. Hoho.

IM GONNA SCAN AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. JUST TO MAKE SURE.

I think i have done it around 19 times today. Which is damn sad I reckon.

---

OH I FINALLY BOUGHT A GUITAR. and goddamit my fingers are swollen.

190 for a decent sounding one too. Thank god i know how to save. >.<

---

Im in kinda a mixed mood. So i shall now vent my strange emotions in this post.

Starting from now:

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---

"Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings"

Sweet And Sour.

2009-10-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm.

Sigh.

---

Just found out im going to jakarta for a few days next week. :/

I hate travelling. -.-

But i guess it'll be interesting to see more things.

Heh. What am i kidding. =.=

---

I cant beleive i spent the whole day fixing my dad's new laptop.

And somemore, i downloaded a virus on it by accident. omg.

---

I think im gonna be buying a guitar tomoro. Hoho.

I've saved up enough money somehow.

Strange.

---

"Phoenix - Caracal"

KAPA MIKEY!! <(^.^)>

2009-10-04T00:54:00.002+08:00

Omg i love that show.

Im abit too old for cartoons but wow that show still makes me laugh.

Hurhur.

---

Went to 'try' and get my laptop fixed. But no they didnt fix it.

Sigh.

Ohwels. But when i was walking around the area like little india...

It really made me think about the things i have in life.

Okay here comes the wise bullshit etc.

But srsly, theres so many people in the world with different backgrounds.

I guess we all find happiness through our own ways.

Happiness - It may seem small for say one, but to another, it may be the greatest thing.

So this probably doesnt make sense. I just dont know how to type it.

God im so illiterate. D: <

But neverless, today has reminded me of how lucky i really am.

So thank you all for making me 'happy'.

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Anyways holidays seem to be the same.

Just another weekend i guess.

Haiyo.

Ohwels.

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"Wedding/Funeral - Anchor and Braille"

Haowei says:

2009-10-02T23:11:00.002+08:00

im

a

retard

Hope. Hoping. Hoped.

2009-10-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

Wow. I dont know where to start.

Im kinda in a daze lately. Havent really given any of my actions any thoughts or my thoughts any actions.

Heh.

MY EXAMS RESULTS HAVE SUCKED HAIRY MOTHER CHEESE.

grr.

But i guess i kinda derserve it. Seeeing i tried to study but in the end didnt. hoho.

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Hmm. My holidays. I really really hope something fun will come up.

Cos this stupid exam period is making me period also. -.-''

Okay not really. But I HATE IT.

aiyo.

I wonder what it'll be like for year 12. OH MAN. confirm GG one lar. D:

Someone, pray for me. ^.^

Or not..

Lol.

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Oh no i hope this wont happen again. I hate this feeling alot.

GO AWAY FEELINGS! D:

Im nothing anyways so wats the point eh.

FUDGE.

Ohwels.

Distraction IS NEEDED.

Help? (:

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"Song Away - Hockey"

I AM. am i?

2009-09-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

Wahh two more days of school. i think. if i can count properly.

Hmm i feel like im on a boat. There was an 'earthquake' today y'know.

Scary stuff. Whoo.

Anyways i hope my holidays will be somewhat fun and entertaining.

All ive done at home these past days is watch tv, eat and play soccer.

SPEAKING OF EATING. IM BECOMING LIKE SOME FAT PIG.

PIG PIG PIG PIG PIG. OH NOOO. i have food addiction problems. -.-

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"Meant to Live - Switchfoot"

D: < OH MAN. I MISSED OUT ON FIRST EPISODE OF FIRST CLASS SEASON TWO!

2009-09-29T21:17:00.002+08:00

NOOOOOOOO.

I got like a hairy cheesepie omg 20 out of 71 for my EXT MATHS paper.

The normal maths one i got okay i guess. hoho. like 60 out of 82. :/

At least i didnt fail so badly like someone else ^.^

Okay im a bastard. >.<

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Its kinda touching people read actually my blog.

Was talking to someone about it, until he signed off -.-

Ohwels. We all are busy i guess. Exam period go die luh.

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Good luck to ya'll having exams soon.

I know my well wishes might not mean anything to ya'll but i guess life is hard for some people. >.<

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EXAM PERIOD SRSLY GO DIE MANZXZZX!

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"Permanent - David Cook"

Im Grateful. I Should Be.

2009-09-27T21:53:00.001+08:00

The days recently has made me thought alot about myself.

Been recieving feedback about what people take me as.

Its a shame i guess. I not who ya'll think i am.

Why is there always the awkwardness?

We all used to be something. But now it seems lost.

Listening to melodic music recently hasnt helped me much also.

Feels like old days when i was nothing. I guess i still may be that same character.

I really hope not though.

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Anyways..

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THANK YOU HAO WEI AND HIS 'FRIEND/S'

WINDOWS SEVEN ROCKS! XIE XIE NI MEN.

and sorry for ruining your dinner plans man? Eeeks.

But i really do appreciate it. ALOT.

but srsly, miley cyrus is a no-no for me HAHA.

Your a great friend man. Cheers!

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"Only One - Lifehouse"

Haiya!

2009-09-26T12:09:00.000+08:00

*^%()(^&$%$*&*(^&)(&^%^#@

EXAM PERIOD! omg.

I think im a hypocrite.

Yus, i think i agree with myself.

Ohwels.

My last exam ends this monday, then im free.

TeeHee.

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" Six Feet Under the Stars - All Time Low"

Title.

2009-09-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

Phone's been a little quiet lately.

Pretty much sums up my day(s).

Meh. Why liddat?

I like distractions. Too bad i dont get enough.

Its a big contrast. Each day seems much more different than the previous ones.

There are/were some good days to be honest.

But not everyday.

Guess i got to change.

I need a change.

Help, change me.

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"Inevitable - Anberlin"

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I wish i was someone else...

123456798.

2009-09-20T19:57:00.000+08:00

Apparently, "documenting my life on a site that is accesible to the world is a waste of time."

I tend to disagree. HEH.

Ohwels. I cant believe i've spent so many days doing maths.

I bet all my other subjects will fail.

And somemore, i dont remember any of the maths i've done

Gawd i love trigo.

"Flights of Fancy - West Grand Boulevard"

The Colours in the Sky Have Dissapeared.

2009-09-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

These days are feeling abit odd.

Its been a roller coaster. (-.-'' cliche much?)

Sigh. Dont know whats up. Srsly.

Just think that things arent as they were before.

Feel so disconnected. Maybe i just have to be patient and wait till its over.

I guess i will.

I'll wait.

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On a lighter note. Finished two exams already today.

Got another five i think. Spanned out over a week and a bit.

HURRY UP!

My lit paper sucked.

Real.

Bad.

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"Everything - Lifehouse"

HURHURHUR

2009-09-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG.
exams are on friday!
i just spent bloody 2 hrs on trigo ALONE.
and i dont think it helped. D:

AIYAYAYYAYAYAYA.

havent been to YO in a while. i actually miss it? :/
OH NO.
am i onto something?
o.O

Day Two

2009-09-12T19:58:00.000+08:00

And i dont like a fucking bit of it.

Im sick to death. Havent left the house in like 4 days.

BUT I WANT TO THO! D: <

Got exams somemore next week. Dunno if i am even able to study before that.

FARK.

Not too harppiee at the freaken moment.

Could have been out.

O.
M.
G.

Life is hard.

* i am not emo at all when writing this. fark.

EAST MEETS WEST. YING AND YANG. SIXTY NINE.

2009-09-06T01:59:00.000+08:00

I still dont know how to use blogger yet. damn sad.

whee had an interesting day today. YO as usually. stupid hao wei had no balls.

but met with him after his comm meeting. take damn long i tell you. but i didnt mind waiting.

walked and talked and walked and talked until we go home. interesting.

next week PON PON PON. :D :D :D :D

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2 wheels, 3 digit salary, 4 wives and 5 kids.

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"i slept with some woman on the train"

Wheee Oooh.

2009-08-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

Went to baybeats yesterday night.
Met with Mr Lim Hao Wei who's celebrating his birthday today... by studying.
I"LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU MAN. NEXT FRI!
Exdee were damn good. Everything sounded so right.
Whee anberlin tomoro. O. M. G.

Its gonna be damn crowded.
Hmm.

Well anyways.Tomoro. Cant Wait.

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hw - "woah man"
jo- "shes a yalam"
hw - "sigh. wasted siah"

>.<

Cant Wait.

2009-08-23T01:33:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since ive blogged. Havent found the time to. Nothing much has happened recently. Altho the fact that YO has changed alot. Hmm. Been abit bored lately too. Not reali in the mood for anything. Its bloody 1.35 in the morning. Maybe i should get some sleep. Ah maybe not. Met Pheng during the day to do our econs assignment due this coming monday. I havent even started. Screw. Glen came over to mine self-invitingly. >.< Stayed until 12.30 AM. SIGH. Well thats about it. Cant wait for next week tho. Hope its gonna be a blast. 28th August. Lets Go!

not cool.

2009-06-28T02:07:00.000+08:00

today. ahh wat the. not fun man. true test of patience. altho AYG preview was cool. screw it. damn tired. APYF.

Sponge Pool.

2009-06-26T19:26:00.000+08:00

ahhh. just finished ayg rehearsal. lasted about 5 or more hrs. got headache. -.- after that, went back to ccab. me and haowei sneaked into the gym (hehe) and made ourselves at home with the equipments. man. the sponges. wheee. damn fun.

its 2.30 am

2009-06-26T02:30:00.002+08:00

created a blog.
my first post.
wheee :)